I'm home today. I came home this weekend. Just to chill and spend some time with the family that I love so much. I really miss them when I'm at school. Every time I come home, I really enjoy it. Theres nothing like home. No place like home, not to quote the Wizard of Oz or anything. Me and my mom had a great talk in the hot tub last night. One of those talks you long to have but never do. As we looked up at the huge sky full of stars, we talked about life and love. A couple of shooting stars caught my eye as told me God he was listening as we talked about plans for the future.
The leaves are changing so quickly with so much beauty. God amazes me with things like that. Why should I question a God so beautiful and creative that He gives color to the trees? You know...he doesn't need to be so beautiful like that. He doesn't need to fill the world with all the colors of the trees. But he does. He blesses me so much. I never thought that I could be blessed so much in one season of my life. Leaving home and going to college was a lot harder then I imagined, but as I have been setteling into this new life of mine, I have been blessed more then I ever thought possible. And something tells me that this is only the beginning. Change is beautiful. And so needed in a persons life. In my life. Everything changed at once. Everything is different. But from the bottem of my heart I know that I know that I know that it is Gods plan for me. There is a reason for everything. There is a reason for me being at Houghton instead of Roberts. There is a reason why I am so blessed. There is a reason why I am friends with the people I am friends with. There is a reason for the change of leaves. There is a reason for this season. There is a reason why this season of my life is happening in the season of Fall.
Fall catches my breath everytime it comes around. God catches my breath everytime I see his beauty in the world, and his beauty in my life. Talks under the stars, warm Fall mornings, warm hugs from my mom. I am so blessed. And God doesn't need to bless me so much. He doesn't need to give me this season of my life. But guess what? He does. And he has. And God knows that I don't deserve this gift of blessing. But thats God's grace in my life. He gracefully gives me gifts that I don't deserve. And I love that. I love Fall. I love this season he has given me. I love Him.
The leaves are changing so quickly with so much beauty. God amazes me with things like that. Why should I question a God so beautiful and creative that He gives color to the trees? You know...he doesn't need to be so beautiful like that. He doesn't need to fill the world with all the colors of the trees. But he does. He blesses me so much. I never thought that I could be blessed so much in one season of my life. Leaving home and going to college was a lot harder then I imagined, but as I have been setteling into this new life of mine, I have been blessed more then I ever thought possible. And something tells me that this is only the beginning. Change is beautiful. And so needed in a persons life. In my life. Everything changed at once. Everything is different. But from the bottem of my heart I know that I know that I know that it is Gods plan for me. There is a reason for everything. There is a reason for me being at Houghton instead of Roberts. There is a reason why I am so blessed. There is a reason why I am friends with the people I am friends with. There is a reason for the change of leaves. There is a reason for this season. There is a reason why this season of my life is happening in the season of Fall.
Fall catches my breath everytime it comes around. God catches my breath everytime I see his beauty in the world, and his beauty in my life. Talks under the stars, warm Fall mornings, warm hugs from my mom. I am so blessed. And God doesn't need to bless me so much. He doesn't need to give me this season of my life. But guess what? He does. And he has. And God knows that I don't deserve this gift of blessing. But thats God's grace in my life. He gracefully gives me gifts that I don't deserve. And I love that. I love Fall. I love this season he has given me. I love Him.
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